12th April 2026. Sunday
The calorie marathon continues. My stomach is full, but I continue to eat more and more until pain stops me. Even after the pain I think about the next portion of food. I am glad that I have the ability to observe this behavior from the outside. A thought about "just don't track it, don't write down your failures in your journal, just relax and forget" is so attractive. But my system is based on journaling and I should journal it. Without hatred, just as it is.
I switched to a cheaper Claude Pro subscription ($100 → $20) and immediately hit the limits. I use AI a lot every day and it feels like a race. I want to do more and more, but at high speed I'm skipping a lot. Now I have this plan where I will spend less time in this race and spend more time on my content, for example. A new experiment starts.
Statistics
Key metrics and comparison with the same day last week:
| Metric | Today | Then | Comment |
|---|---|---|---|
| Pomodoros | 8 | 12 | –4 pomodoros: Sunday with workshop and time for my family |
| Deep focus | 3h 20m | 5h 0m | – |
| Tasks | 49/49 | 53/53 | – |
| Completion | 100% | 100% | – |
| Calories | 4699 | 3131 | +1568 kcal: calorie marathon, binge eating until stomach pain |
| Plank | 10 min | 10 min | – |
Diet
| Product | Weight (g) | Kcal | Protein (g) | Fat (g) | Carbs (g) |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Pastry | 200 | 700.0 | 10.0 | 30.0 | 96.0 |
| Ice cream (4 pcs) | 400 | 890.0 | 13.5 | 43.0 | 109.0 |
| Peanuts | 100 | 567.0 | 26.0 | 49.0 | 16.0 |
| Tofu | 500 | 510.0 | 44.5 | 32.0 | 11.5 |
| Rice (dry) | 100 | 350.0 | 7.0 | 0.7 | 78.0 |
| Egg McMuffin | 150 | 310.0 | 17.0 | 13.0 | 30.0 |
| Chicken breast | 210 | 287.7 | 65.1 | 3.8 | 0.0 |
| Beef (steak) | 80 | 240.0 | 19.2 | 17.6 | 0.0 |
| Coconut cream | 100 | 230.0 | 2.3 | 24.0 | 6.0 |
| Honey (3 tbsp) | 63 | 191.5 | 0.2 | 0.0 | 52.0 |
| Drinks (2 pcs) | 400 | 160.0 | 0.0 | 0.0 | 40.0 |
| Melon | 400 | 136.0 | 3.2 | 0.8 | 32.4 |
| Egg (1 pc) | 50 | 71.5 | 6.3 | 5.0 | 0.3 |
| Bean sprouts | 100 | 30.0 | 3.0 | 0.2 | 6.0 |
| Green beans | 80 | 24.8 | 1.4 | 0.1 | 5.6 |
| TOTAL | ~2933 | 4698.5 | 218.7 | 219.2 | 482.8 |